Tainstvennaya - I Miss

Do
I miss you do
I miss you
I'll only ask myself
In silence, set the edge of a cliff
The answer is already there, it's bitter
Like the question that
I was too early for you
Everyone is shouting because it's very trendy now
They say, live, let go
But my pockets are not empty
Every day is like a train station where your train disappears and
I'm still standing on the platform of wonders
I'm madly missing you
Madly missing you
To the pain in my chest
To the nude why
I miss us
Not the details
Not the structures
I miss you
In everything
Not just your eyes
Not just your lips
Guess that's exactly how it is
I miss every single day of yours
I cover my soul with stories about us
And the goosebumps again reach for your goosebumps
Like the first time
Do you remember
Do you feel
Oh, these goosebumps
So many people give advice to erase your portrait from my inner walls but
I don't erase this century-old archive
I flip through, I flip through
Goosebumps, deja vu, love, want, feel, breathe
Every frame is an exhale and a capture where there's no beginning or end
Just like in the universe, endless
I don't wait for miracles
I don't seek new interests
This is not at all the process that my soul needs
Simply the light in my soul cannot be extinguished
You're in my walking every morning and dream
Even in the coffee that's gone cold on the kitchen table
You're inside my soul, inside me
Everything reminds me of you
I'm madly missing you
Magic missing you
To the tremor in my hands, to the mute why
I miss us
Not the details, not the structures
I'm as you, you, you, in everything
Not just your eyelashes, not just your silence
I'm as you walk around the house
I cover my soul with your, how are you hello
And the goosebumps confessed