Nargiza, Calla Vivid - What Should I Do?

What should
I do
How should
I live
I am all alone, alone
How can
I make myself forget
Those happy years we used to know
How can
I convince my heart that there is no way back
How can
I greet the dawn now without the sound of you
I try to let you go, but my memories won't allow it
Every evening by the window it feels as though
I'm waiting for you again
In your familiar footsteps
I hear in the perfect silence
But all of it is just an illusion
You haven't been here for so long
What should
I do
How should
I live
When my heart still hurts inside
How can
I ever forget you
When my memories won't let me
I'm alone throughout the nights
Among the rooms and shadows
And the farther you are from me
The closer my pain becomes
What should
I do
What can
I do
To whom can
I open up my soul
When everything
I lived for
Left with you
Only yesterday
I changed cities
I changed addresses
But wherever
I went
Those eyes kept following me
I raised the deleted every word, but deep inside there still remains the spring we once shared
I learned not to call, not to search for you in crowds, not to hope again that one day you might come back to me
But sometimes late at night my hand still reaches out for the phone where long ago there was no one left to call
What should
I do
How should
I live
When my heart still hurts inside
How can
I ever forget you
When my memories won't let me
I'm alone throughout the nights among the rooms and shadows
And the farther you are from me, the closer my pain becomes
What should
I do
What can
I do
To whom can
I open up my soul
When everything
I lived for left with you, only esther
They say that everything will pass, even the greatest pain
But no one can tell me how much longer
I must wait
How many winters must
I endure
How many springs must
I let go before
I learn to say your name without whispering me softly
I haven't been angry for a long time
I don't ask you to come back
There's only one thing that
I want to carry on
Without you to wake up and stop searching for your trace upon my pillow
To simply understand that you and
I are no more
Maybe tomorrow it will be easier
Maybe the pain will fade away
Maybe evening will become again
Just an evening, not a present maybe
I'll need someone
Who can make my heart feel warm again but
I know
I'll never be able to erase the past completely
What should
I do or should
I live
When my heart still hurts inside
How can
I ever forget you
When my memories won't let me
I'm alone throughout the nights
I'm under rooms and shadows
And the farther you are from me
The closer my pain becomes
What should
I do for you
What can
I do
To whom can
I open up my soul
When everything
I lived for left with you only yesterday
But one day
I'll wake up and realize
I'm not waiting anymore
I won't break down, I won't look back
If you walk right past me, I'll open the door wide
Let the morning into this house
And for the first time, I won't want to remember anymore
Let our love remain
Somewhere there
Beyond that window
I will no longer live
For something
I can never bring back
And finally
I'll answer
The question
I kept asking myself
What should
I do
Just live
Even if
I have to live without you
What should
I do
How should
I live
I am all alone
But maybe when morning comes
I'll find the strength
To forgive it all
What should
I do
How should
I live
Just live
And keep on living