Nostalgic - Ashes I Owe

What does the name meaning of Zidane
I work the night shift down at the mill
Twelve hours standing, bending to their will
My back was breaking, hands were torn and red
Came home to find you'd already left my bed, not sleeping, gone
Just gone
I paid my dues in blood and sweat
Gave everything and got regret
You took the best of what I had to give
Now I'm learning how a broken man can live
Your brother told me you'd been told, but the truth burns hotter
Than the lies grow cold
I paid my dues
In blood and sweat
Gave everything
And got regret
You took the best
Of what I had to give
Now I'm learning how a broken man can live
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I could have been the man you needed me to be
But the factory took my body and you took what's left of me
Now I'm standing in the ruins of the life we built
Carrying the weight of all this guilt
I paid my dues in blood and sweat, gave everything and got regret
regret
You took the best of what I had to give
Now I'm learning how a broken man can live
Yeah, I'm learning how to live
How to live
How to live